It’s a simple game.
You win when you stop caring about it.

Let go;

"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned." - Buddah

Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up
And fly around in circles
Waitin' as my heart drops
And my back begins to tingle
Finally, could this be it..

♥

You know..

Its nice being alone sometimes.
Taking a drive by yourself.

It gives you time to think.
Think about how life is so
CRAZY!

and how it moves so quickly.
Like in five months i'm going
to be 21. And how I've almost
got my degree. I just can't
believe it!

I plan on moving.. I don't
know exactly where yet.
But probably closer to my
agency. And that's another thing!

I'm so happy, I met with adidas
today, and I meet with Nike again
next week. I'm hoping they'll use me.

It would be so freaking awesome.
Eeeek! Happiest girl in the world right
here! hehe.

So the other day,

Was a bit crazy at first, I mean it was the first day back to school.
So it's aloud to be.

But something made me oh so happy.
It was the fact that a random stranger gave
me this card. (Below)




I was waiting in line in the theatre building
to ask where my Ballet instructors office was.
And then he was like here you should have this.

:)

I smiled. REAL big.
and of course I said thank you.
te he.

Obviously my day was made.

♥

I kinda miss the sunshine;

Actually... I really miss the sunshine.

Dear 2010,

you were a wonderful year. And you taught me
many many many different things. Things that
I will take with me into the new year. And
things that I will never ever forget.

I would like to say goodbye to you. And
thank you for being such a glorious,
lively, and inspiring year. But mostly
I would like to thank you for a year filled
with learning and generosity. You could have
been much worse.

Just a few things I've come to find this past year:
(A short list)

•I sometimes let people walk all over me.
(this i am working on)

•There will always be someone who loves you for you.

•People will not change for you, and you have to live
with the fact that they will always be how they intend.

•I'm finally pursuing my dream. Well one. It really is
coming true.

•Boys will be boys, and if someone dosn't make you a
priority, then all you will ever be is a option.

•Never ever lend money to anyone, for any reason. EVER.

•I am currently in the process of figuring where I want
to go in life, and what exactly I'm looking for.

•And lastly,
anyone is able to catch my eye, but its really going to
take someone special to catch my heart.

Do you do more than just exist?