Portland trips are always fun, I like going with my family. But the main reason we go is mostly for my dad. I wish he would get better. It's tough knowing his outcome. I love him with all my heart. He is an amazing man and he doesnt deserve what he's going through right now. Not at all. In the back of my mind I hope and wish all the time he'll get better and he'll pull through. I'm happy he's getting away with my mom for a couple weeks. It'll be a good vacation for him. I wish I could have gone too, but hey I'm a workin girl. hehe. I know they'll have a fun time and I'll be with them in spirit. ♥
Photography sesh's with Jeff Shanes are always fun, we always can create some amazing stuff. I'm happy to have gotten a popsicle and ice cream cone out of it. ;) haha. Next time I get a burrito, which is a little better, I'm movin on up. :) Anyways here are my two favorite snapshots of the day:
My mom found him outside. I decided I'd name him George. He was hoppin all over the place, my mom put him in a little container, and brought him into my room while I was sleeping and woke me up to see him! He was so cuteeee. So then I decided I wanted to share his cuteness.
I love how green he is. And his cute wittle markings. hehe. He totally made my day. :)
I love love love the people I work with. Their all so awesome. We had such a fun day at Fall Creek, Katie drove with me. She's bomb. Haha. We had a jam sesh in my car and it was awesomeeee. When we finally got to Fall Creek, we realized that it had been drained some.. which really sucked. Haha. So we tried getting closer to the water but it was all gross and muddy..haha. And Holly got a sweet mud tanline. ;) After that fun excursion we decided we would head to Dexter, we all put our feet in the water and it was FAreeeeeeezing!
So we had a little picnic and had yummy bean dip that Kayla made! Along with Holly's amazing pasta. I need the recipe for that! :)
I did this today, I layed back and stared up at the sky. The sun was shining, and in that moment I loved taking everything in. The light filtering through the trees, the wind blowing through my hair, the smell of the roses near by, the bright blue sky, it's really something beautiful. We leave in a beautiful world. and I'm happy to take it all in.
I wish I could dance. I would do it right now if I could. I don't really want to wait til fall term. There's too large of a gap.
I miss the feeling I get when I dance, it feels like I'm just floating on air sometimes, everything moving so fluidly. I like doing jumps, their my favorite. I have so much to work on. I feel like I'm never going to get to pointe. Eeeek... hopefully I will soon, I just want a pair of these:
Goodness today was long, this whole weekend has been long actually. I'm happy to be off work, and not work until thursday. :) Which is a good thing, I've been buying way to many shoes lately. Sorta ridiculous... I bought a pair of coach shoes, and then I found another pair. So I need to decide between the two, but I'm pretty sure I know which ones I want more. :) haha. Their absolutely adorable, anddd they were on sale. Which is always awesomeeee! Pretty much getting one pair for $15.00 originally $88.00. Yeah I know, I rock. ;) haha.
Tomorrow I plan on heading up to Bend, I can't wait to get out of Eugene for a little while. It's been a frustrating area lately. I just don't understand people sometimes... So anyways I just can't wait to just float the river and be swept away, and soak up the sunshine. Kelli and I are going to drive up, I'm making a bank play list. haha. :) It should be funn! I'm actually getting a little excited. hehe.
We have a new girl at work, she's so adorable! Her name is Marce, and I'm real sad that Katie is in petites, but you know it's for her own good. So I'm happy for her, but she really did grow on me. We've had some pretty good times hehe. I love the people I work with. Their all so awesome. ♥
If it's one thing I've learned lately it's to:
That's exactly how I am. I am nothing but truthful. and I hope you are too.
People are just so fusterating. It's really irritating. I don't understand why they act the way they do sometimes.
Why give the time or day to someone when they never give the time or day for you. I feel like it's really unacceptable to do that to someone. It's rude. And guess what, if your not going to be there for someone let them know. Sheesh. Don't leave them in the dark, leave them out of the loop. Put yourself in their shoes, and find out what it really feels like. It's not funny, you can't just say "haha" whatever and blow it off like it's nothing.
This is why I don't trust people sometimes, my trust is one of the hardest things to gain. And guess what. My trust is like a piece of paper, once it's crumpled, it'll never be perfect again. And it'll be one of the hardest things to gain back.
I had so much fun at the beach with steph and color, oh and wee wee too. ♥ It made my week to get away from Eugene just for a little bit. The beach was absolutley beautiful. The sun was shining, and the sand was warm between my toes.
The only thing about the coast was the water was ice cold. Sometimes I just wish I had a little island off the coast, that was just tropical. Hot and sunny, with warm water. That would be just lovely. Even though it's not realistic at all haha. I wish it was. :)
Here are a few fun pictures so you get the idea:
I just love them. ♥
Now the only lovely girl we were missing was this girl right hereee.