. Wanderlust .

My little life’s adventures to explore anything and everything.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010


Alright soooo, today was good. Unitl it became more towards the evening.
Ugh tonight was rough. Don't ask me why...but it was. :/
and it sucks right now. :/
Ugh just make these stupid feelings go away. That'd be great. Kthanks.

I just need to keep busy some more and get my mind off it all.
Luckily I have have work tomorrow. :)


School was good. I like all my classes. :)
Speech is... interesting. The teacher is a little hardcore. haha.
but that's okay, I'll learn more that way. :)

I really want to just pack up and move away from here.
Start somewhere new, meet new people. I don't know.
I'm just dreaming of course. If only I had enough money.. I totally would.

I'd move somewhere else, maybe tropical.. meet a cute cabana boy.
You know..
Or my life long dream. Visit Italy and have some foreign hunk sweep me away on his cute little vespa. Oh yess yess yess. That sounds soo good right about now. I wish I could go there sooo bad. I'd totally live there too. That'd make my life. haha.

Christiano Ronaldo:

YOU can be my cabana boy any day. hahahahaha. Seriously.
God he is so hott. Like if he were standing in front of me right now, my eyes would probably be burning. ;) anddd he plays soccer. whew.

Break me off a piece of that. ;)

Ugh just anything to get out of here. I'll be sending an S.O.S.
except you'll just be saving one soul. So it should say something like S.M.S. Save my soul. Hahahaha... oh puuuhhhlease. Do dreams ever really come true.

mmm nope. not in my reality. but we'll see I guess.
Every cloud does have a silver lining. ;)


Tonight I found pure joy in just being with friends.
Spending time with them, and knowing I have friends that are there for me. I love that, and I love them. ♥
Thank you to everyone lately. You don't know how much you all mean to me. :) Tonight was sooo much fun. I did good bowling for once. Haha. :) But having good company around me was what brought happiness into my life tonight. Little get togethers like these really mean alot. :)

I can't wait for new classes tomorrow! Hopefully they won't be tooooo boring. Or I won't be the young girl in the back of the class while all the older people talk amoung themselves about old people things.. and how things use to be like one of my last classes haha. Yeah that was no fun. :) But at least I had a cool older gentleman sitting next to me. We did work in that class.

Guess what!!!!

I cannot wait for ballet to start. :) So excited right now. I don't know if I'll be able to sleep! hehe. I can't wait I just can't wait to dance again. I missed ballet even though it's only been like 2 weeks or so.

Ballet is ♥
and it makes me :D
likeee all the time.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

I think, therefore, I am,


I'm super excited to have a girls night, it's been quite a while.
I'm also excited for school to start and to have neeew classes and
meet newwwww people! :) Eeek.
I'm even more excited to just move on with life.

But going bowling should be fun! I'm alright at it haha..
I do really well for the first half but twords the end
I just go down hill haha my little arm starts getting tired
and I just can't help it. But it's okay, because we can always
play with bumpers. ;)

I'm in a good mood right now. :)
I had a lazzzzy day with the moms and we watched movies,
it was nice!

I feel like rainy days only conclude in being lazy.
Orrr jumping in puddles with rainboots. ;)
hehe. ♥ Oh gosh, I love rainboots.
Don't even get me started.

hehe, ♥

oh and!

and if not then...


Today was hard. Not going to lie, I cried.
It was nice to see some of your family today
and be acknowledged and hugged. :)
I miss them ♥ Well happy birthday to you,
hope you get everything you ever wanted.

but it was also nice to get away from you.
work was super boring..lol. anddd it was wonderful to
see a special girl named Jenn! :) She made my night.
Alice in Wonderland was quite wonderful I liked it alot!
I thought it was missing a few things though, but it was
still really good! Hash browns at like 11:00 at night are
pretty good too, and talking the night away is always nice. ♥

I like keeping busy, like a bee. ;)

I'm feeling pretty positive right now. lol. Like a plus sign,
hehe, I guess that's a good thing. I feel like talking with people allows me to open
up, therefore getting a more positive outlook on life and events. :) It's good.
I like catching up. I miss seeing people I havn't seen in a long time. It's always
good to catch up and then hopefully hangout more! Because I'd love too. :)

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Miss you.

I wish you'd jump back into my heart, life, everything.

I just miss everything...

Friday, March 26, 2010

I want.

I want everything to be okay, and I want to work it out.
I'm afraid to talk to you. :/

I miss you.

Oh my..

I'm tired of feelings.. I want them to go away now.
That'd be lovely.
I wish things were different.
I wish they'd go back to normal.

My heart feels a little torn up, not going to lie.
Hopefully in time it'll mend back together.
That's all I can hope for.

and all I really have is:

Tuesday, March 23, 2010


Wouldn't that just be lovely. :)

You gotta be

"Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted
Don't be ashamed to cry
You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
Herald what your mother said
Readin' the books your father read
Try to solve the puzzles in your own sweet time
Some may have more cash than you
Others take a different view
My oh my heh, hey
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
Don't ask no questions, it goes on without you
Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace
The world keeps on spinning
You can't stop it, if you try to
This time it's danger staring you in the face
Oh oh oh Remember
Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
My oh my heh, hey, hey
You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day."

I love this song, and missed it. SO glad I heard it today. ♥

Turning the page

Well I guess it's time to close a chapter in my life and start a new one. :) That's always fun, I don't mind it. It happens, life goes on, and you can only benefit from the things that happened.

Who knows maybe things will change.
and if they do, it'll be for the best. :)

I mean I want to stay with you, but being on a break? Either you want to be together or you don't there is no inbetween.
It's like:




When you ask a question like that it's a yes or no answer. There is no maybe in life, you eiether do or don't.

I know you don't know.........

but hopefully you'll figure it out soon.

I don't feel like giving you time, it's all you've gotten lately.
Do you really think you need time, or is it just to make you feel better
about breaking up with me. I wish you'd tell me more so I can just move on
or stick around. It's hard waiting. I don't know if giving you time will
set things right, but I hope it does. I really do. You mean so much to me.

To the previous post.

I guess not...I'm just happy to have friends and family that love me the same. ♥

Monday, March 22, 2010

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Homeward Bound.

Yay, so my fam and I are headed home tomorrow, I'm super excited because I miss this one boy. ;) hehe. Anyways it's been pretty eventful. And I'm glad my mom has had a fun trip. But I really want to sleep in my own bed. That sounds quite nice right about now, these hotel bed aren't that comfy.

So when I get back I want to go on an adventure! :) That sounds quite wonderful, especially if it's with the boyfriend. I want to hike or go to the coast with him or to the mountains. Just something funn! :)

They really are, I like adventuring to anywhere, any place, and any time.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Oh you...

Oh I miss him, I always miss him. :) haha.

I just wish he were here to snuggle with. I miss that. I feel like it's been a lifetime. I wish people could teleport. That'd make my entire life. :)

I'm smiling just thinking about him.
I get butterflies just thinking about time we've spent together. ♥
it's ridiculous...

but I love it.


So! I'm super doooper excited to give him his birthday pressie. I really hope he likes it. :) But some boy told me that a guy could get a kiss for his birthday and love it. I don't know if I agree with that, but sometimes the littlest things actually mean the most.. :) Which is entirely cute and all, but I want to do something fun too hehe. I can't wait to tell him, it's so tough to keep my mouth closed. I've been really thinking about what to do and I've had so many ideas, but the one I picked, I think, will be the funnest and I'll really enjoy it too. :) I mean I've never gotten a chance to before so it should be fun for the both of us. Not to give any hints or anything ;) Haha. But seriously.. I cannot believe that he's going to be twenty one. It seems like life has just flown by, I mean I'll be twenty in may but still. I just find it super crazzzzy. I'm a little worried.

I really do....

It's a problem. I should probably stop while I'm ahead. But there are just all these things just floating around in my little head. It's really no good at all. But I feel like I should stop looking for the worst in things, I find myself doing that alot lately, I have absolutely no idea why either.

But I need to just clear my head and start all fresh and squeaky clean. and not worry about stuff so much.. I feel like I'm turning into my dad lately, he seems to always find the negative and not even look at the possibility of the positive. So starting this moment I'm going to seek out the things that are positive and make ME smiiiiileee.

your beyond amazing. ♥


So I'm super happy to get out of the EUG. :) I love traveling, even if it is still in oregon haha, and I really do like spending time with my family. I just wish I had someone to come with me! It'd be soo much fun. :) I cannot wait to go to seaside tomorrow, it should be alot of fun. :) I brought our old kite and I cannot wait to fly it. hehe.

I can't wait to celebrate my moms birthday with her!
I think I may just go jump on her bed and tell her happy birthday like I use to when I was younger. :) Oh how I miss being little with no worries in the world besides being a kid and having fun.

I wish he was here ♥
(continued in next post) ;)

Wednesday, March 17, 2010


Is love. love. love.

I miss it.

ballerina girls Pictures, Images and Photos

SO cute.

ballet Pictures, Images and Photos

Absolutley amazing.

ballerina Pictures, Images and Photos

I would love to paint this. ♥

Hmmm. I'll be dancing as soon as spring term starts. :) Eeeek, I miss ballet alot right now. I love dancing it. It's so much funnn. And my open show went so well a couple weeks ago. I was really happy. I finally mastered a couple dances that were really getting to me. It's always nice to have positive encouragement. :)

Tuesday, March 16, 2010


So lately I've been feeling a little excluded. Not only from other peoples plans, but from life. I don't know what it is that's putting me in this mood. But it's been carrying on for quite sometime. I feel like it just may be winter again creeping into my head and deciding to start to snow. But I am really looking forward to spring and summer.


I feel like I just need out of my box I've been in, but I can't seem to get out. I need sunshine and light, I've been cooped up in the dark for way more than I'd like.

I feel like....

1. Going on a bikeride.

2. Going for a hike.

3. Playing soccer.

4. Basking in the sunshine like a flower.


5. Having a picnic.

6. Going swimming.


7. A camping adventure.

8. Blowing bubbles.


9. A beach trip.

beach Pictures, Images and Photos

and lastly...

10. A vacation, with this cute boy. ♥


Oh it all sounds so much fun right about now.
:) I cannot wait to see what summer brings. I mean I can't wait for spring either. But still.. ;)
Life's Little Adventures