The guy who says goodbye to you is out of his mind..

This;

touched my heart. made my day. made me smile.

A friend texted me and told me:

"(: how did you turn out to be such a nice,
smart and caring person? You're such a sweet
girl. There needs to be more of you. It's nice
hanging out with you too, because the conversation
isn't all about gossip. You're a rare breed Christina."


Thank you. ♥

And thank you for being you, your a wonderful person too.

As the leaves change..

I sometimes wish the leaves wouldn't change.
I sometimes wish that everything would go back to the way it was. I liked it alot the way things use to be. Don't you ever wish you could just go back in time, to a life you use to have. I wish I could. But I can't. It's the past, and that's where it'll remain. No one ever said it would be this hard, let's just go back to the start. Going back to relive everything again, maybe do things different. Would you do something different if you had a second chance at life. I actually honestly wouldn't, if I were to change a series of events that would counteract everything that had happened, I may have not the people in my life today, have the things I have today. Going back to the way things were would be nice, easy, fun, but you know. I have all the things I had back then, right now. Just in a different form. Through different people. It's nice. And those people love me for who I am. But sometimes when the leaves change, it makes me miss all the times that have passed by. All the times I was younger and older, up until now. Summer, spring, winter, fall.. the seasons drift by. But I cherish each and every memory made. Because if I didn't my life would be totally different.

Sometimes..

I just wish there was such thing as a happily ever after..
Oh how I wish and wish.. It would be so nice.
I wish things worked out for the best.
People go through such tough times and sometimes
they just get tougher. and that sucks. Why can't
things just get easier sometimes. WHY? Does it always
have to be rough, and tough. Like the groud. Haha.
I don't like the groud much. I doubt you do either,
unless maybe your tired and sitting on it. Sorry,
got a little carried away. I like daydreaming.
Sometimes I'll go for a walk, or a run. Just to
think, get exercise, and to enjoy whatever weather
is beaming down on me. Latley I haven't done that.
Lately it's been just car rides, with music in my ears
thinking as I drive. Sometimes it's nice to have your
own quiet time. But sometimes it's nice to have someone
to share the silence with you. I miss talking to you.
But here I am, in my super busy life, that sort of resembles
a bumble bee. Always busteling around, school, work, modeling,
friends, home life..I feel like I've been buzzing all over the
place. Waiting...just waiting. And for what? Maybe someone like
you to come along, and sweet me off my feet. Could life just
try and be a happily ever after for once. Just this once?
What do you think, could you?

Laughing,

"Laughter is the brush that sweeps away the cobwebs of your heart."






And boy oh boy did I laugh..
I laughed so much today with my parents.
it was a little ridiculous. :)
but I loved every single second of it.
They crack me up.. I swear.
♥

Are you blue?

I sure hope not.
I know I'm not!
I'm like a big ball of sunshine.

Uhm strange!
Blue has been popping up all over
today!

At the end of my M&M's bag I was
left with 4 blue M&M's..
Coincidence I think NOT!
haha. :)

My blogs name is:
Behind BLUE Eyes.

And today as I was
driving I notice the sky.
it was just so beautiful,
and BLUE!

While I was driving I looked
in the review mirror to obviously
get something out of my eye.
and yes..my eyes are deffinetly
blue. ♥

and yes right now I am sitting against
a blue pillow.
haha.

Lastly I would like to tell you that
I hope your having a yellow
kind of day!

te he.

Today has just been silly. :)
and by the way one of my
favorite colors is blue.

Pumkin Patch,

Oh goshhh, we had so much fun at the pumkin patch!
I found the perfect pumkin. Not to small and not to big.
Just right.

I love pumkin hunting, te he. Lone Pine is such
an awesome place to get pumkins, but personally
I like Bushes better. It's more secretive
and less crowded.

But here are some pictures from our adventure;












Hope your able to enjoy fall.
♥

I'm going to give all my secrets away;

If you didn't know,

Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to knock them down.

Are you willing?

Translate me,

Non capisci ..
Si potrebbe avere amato me, se tu mi avessi conosciuto.
Se tu avessi mai conosciuto la mia mente.
Se aveste camminato attraverso i miei sogni e ricordi.
Chissà quali tesori si potrebbe avere trovato.
Sì, potrebbe essere amato me.
Se tu avessi solo avuto il tempo.

Le prime impressioni sono una parte così grande della vita.
Che realmente sono.
Ma cosa succede se ci sono alcune persone che non
aprirsi a voi subito, e se ci sono
persone che hanno paura di farsi male.
Essere juged, non accettato, messo giù.
Prendetevi del tempo.




Prendetevi il tempo per conoscere qualcuno,
appena prima di prendere una decisione affrettata.

Nella vita tutto ciò richiede tempo,
quindi perché non prendere il tempo per conoscere
qualcuno, potrebbero essere l'unica cosa
avete bisogno nella vostra vita, che
puzzle pezzo perfetto.

E se non si prendono il tempo,
non saprai mai che cosa
può essere che manchi.

Puppy Love,

I want a puppy again.
I wish they could all stay little.
Some of them are silly.
Oh my gosh they are just so cute.
♥

Wonderful News;

I shot with Nike yesterday.
That was fun.
te he.
Their new spring line
is fabulous.

I want Nike Free's so bad!
eeek. Quite the adventure.

♥

Jeeze Louise...

I wish something exciting would happen latley.
Like BAM!
Out of nowhere, something that's just..
wonderful.
spontaneous.
amazing.
exciting.
something that makes me,
happy.

That would be quite lovely.
You know how sometimes your missing something.
But you don't quite know what
that something is.

Well that's what's going on right now.
I want something to happen!
Just like that...
But of course, because it's life.
I know it won't.

But hey, I've got hopes.
:)

te he.
here goes nothing.

Oh life..

I don't understand you sometimes.
Why do you do this, why.
Sometimes I get so fusterated at you.
I'm so tired of the curveballs you've
been throwing me. Its not nice at all.

UGH.

no more curveballs please.
can't everything just be peachy for once.
just this once.

I'd apriciate it.

pleaseandthankyouuu.

So many people
So many dreams
So many heart beats
So many yearns and desires


So many nights full of tears
So many days full of searchings


So many roads to take
So many days pass




8 billion souls
8 billion people

& sometimes we need just one.

Yes

"Life is like a box of crayons. Most people are the 8-color boxes, but what you're really looking for are the 64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back. I fancy myself to be a 64-color box, though I've got a few missing. It's ok though, because I've got some more vibrant colors like periwinkle at my disposal. I have a bit of a problem though in that I can only meet the 8-color boxes. Does anyone else have that problem? I mean there are so many different colors of life, of feeling, of articulation.. so when I meet someone who's an 8-color type.. I'm like, "hey girl, magenta!" and she's like, "oh, you mean purple!" and she goes off on her purple thing, and I'm like, "no - I want magenta!"

Oh John Mayer you complete me. One of the best quotes ever. ♥

Well.. Well.. Well..

Oh how I love fall, it's finally here.
And we all know what that means!
te he.

Crunching of leaves under my feet.
Oh how I love that sound.
Lets go for a walk.

I like looking up at the trees,
searching for every color,
making sure each and every tree is changing.
But sometimes there's that one tree, thats
a late bloomer. It's always my favorite.
The one last GREEN tree.
So beautiful, by it's lonesome.
Sticking out from all the rest.
Daring to be different.
♥

Oh pants and sweatshirts how I've missed you.
Scarfs,hats and gloves too. But one thing I've
missed so much and I didn't realize I missed
it so much until I went to class.
Ballet.
I missed ballet so much. I never realized how
much I missed it until I started dancing again.
I love ballet class, everyone dancing all
syncronized together. It's so beautiful.

Take time to notice the beauty in life.
It'll do the heart good.
I know this because it sure
does mine some good.

♥

Did you know:

And did you also know:

Time Tested Beauty.

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.

For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.

For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.

For beautiful hair, let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day.

For poise, walk with the knowledge you’ll never walk alone.

People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; Never throw out anybody.

Remember, If you ever need a helping hand, you’ll find one at the end of your arm.

As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself, the other for helping others.

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.

The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows, and the beauty of a woman with passing years only grows!

- Sam Levenson

Art Gallery!

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eeeek!

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