Tomorrow.

I'm so excited to go to the coast. ♥

Eeek. I'll write more later.

Have a lovely night!

:o)

No if, and's, but's or maybe's

L i s t e n


So you wanna be her baby
I can read your face like a book
Yeah it looks easy to love her but believe me brother
It's harder than it looks

She's as pretty as a picture
Every bit as funny as she is smart
Got a smile that'll hold you together
And a touch that'll tear you apart
When she's yours she brings the sunshine
When she's gone the world goes dark
Yeah she's heaven on the eyes
But boy she's hell on the heart

Yeah she's good when she's bad
She's cute when she's mad
And she does all the wrong things right
Yeah boy it's a fact when they're made like that
You ain't ever gonna sleep at night

She's as pretty as a picture
Every bit as funny as she is smart
Got a smile that'll hold you together
And a touch that'll tear you apart
When she's yours she brings the sunshine
When she's gone the world goes dark
Yeah she's heaven on the eyes
But boy she's hell on the heart

Once you feel her touch and you've felt that rush
It's gonna mess up your head
But here's the kicker son
Your old ticker's gonna beat you half to death

She's as pretty as a picture
Every bit as funny as she is smart
Got a smile that'll hold you together
And a touch that'll tear you apart
When she's yours she brings the sunshine
When she's gone the world goes dark
Yeah she's heaven on the eyes
But boy she's hell on the heart
Yeah she's hell on the heart.

♥

To the Jungle I went..

Ahh last weekend was so so so much fun. :) I'm pretty sure I was dancing like 95% of the time. Which I never ever, I mean never ever do. lol. Here are a few pictures:






Yes I know, we rock. ;) hehe. I just love them.

On another note, I've been working so freaking much lately, it's a little ridiculous... I mean I really like making money and all, but I'm just so happy I have this week off. I wanted to go up to bend to see a few friends, but I kind of want to stay in the Eug. I'm thinking I'll go up maybe not this week coming up but the one after it. I really want to go up there, but I'm not sure if I trust my jeep. andddd I really really really want to go camping. Like baddd. I wish I could get everyone together and us just go camping for the week. That'd be soooo fun. :)

So I'm not sure what to do today, I'm going to help my mom with a few things, then most likely enjoy the sunshine and tan and read my book. :) Sounds pretty good right now.

Jeez there are just so many things I want to do lately, and it's kind of fusterating not being able to do them all because of work. Here's the list:

1. Go camping
2. Go to Bend
3. Go to Portland
4. Go to the Coast
5. Have a girls day
6. Go see Toy Story 3
7. Paint
8. Play Soccer
9. Do a little ballet
10. Go boating
11. Go swimming day/ night
12. Spend time with my parents

I want to do all those things realll bad, but it stinks I can't get them accomplished. I'm sure I will sooner or later though. It's just going to take some time. :)



and I have plenty of that.

Oh hi sunshineee.

I'm going to just soak you all up like a
S U N F L O W E R.

Hi my name is:

Christina
and I'm going to tell you a few things about what I want my summer to be about. ♥

I want my summer to be about smiling.
I want my summer to be about having fun.
I want my summer to be about working and making money.
I want my summer to be about pursing modeling more.
I want my summer to be about finding myself.
I want my summer to be about maybe fiding a summer romance.
I want my summer to be about spending time with new people.
I want my summer to be about road trips.
I want my summer to be about relaxing.
I want my summer to be about camping.
I want my summer to be about parties.
I want my summer to be about doing things for myself.
I want my summer to be about experienceing new things.
I want my summer to be about learning new things.
I want my summer to be about swimming.
I want my summer to be about reading a book.
I want my summer to be about going on an adventure(s).

and most of all:

I want my summer to be about letting me be Me.

To a wonderful father,

I'm so greatful for a dad like you. So much of you is in me, and I couldn't be happier. You are a wonderful father, and I have no idea what I would do with out you. We've had so many different fun adventures together. I'm sorry for everything you've been going though lately, I know it's really tough on you. But guess what! You have family to back you up all the way. Were here for you 100%. Especially me, I know I get busy from time to time, but you have to understand I'm growing up.

But I'll always be a daddy's girl. :) You are the best father I could ever ask for.



with all my heart. ♥



Pee.ess. Remember when you use to give me shoulder rides though costco. Those were the best days. ♥ hehe.



Mwah* ♥

Sometimes...

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.



And I can't wait til you do.

♥

On another note,
This weekend was realllll funnnn. I mean I worked A TON, but after work was fannntastic. I'm super exhausted right now though, I'm just going to spend the evening watching movies. Preferably disney. hehe. But most of all I'm going to watch Thumbelina. Myyyy absolute favorite, if you didn't know. And yes it isn't a disney movie buttt it's amazing and every girl should watch it. :) hehe.



So I really miss soccer, I wish I could play on an outdoor or indoor team, I feel like this summer I need to do something athletic, or dance or something. Annnd I really need to start reading my book! I've been putting it off for like ever.. I'm going to start reading The Last Song. I heard from another coworker that the book is amazing and she's read it like 3 times already. haha. :) So I need to get on it!

Eeek, parents get home from Vegas tomorrow.. it was so nice to have the house quite. I loved it. ♥

Anywayyys, today was long.
I'm off to go watch movies.
I hope you had a lovely Monday!

I need

to get out of here.



I know I just went on vacation, but I feel like I need a super big change in my life. It's really weird. I love change, I love traveling. I need something new it feels like. I just don't know what I want though. It's super tough to pinpoint it. I feel like moving away, like to another state. I don't know, another country would be bomb too. But I know this would never happen, I wish it would though... I want change.

On the smaller scale, if the weather would change that would be great. If only there was some sunshine. I feel like swimming, basking in the sunshine, and having a picnic. All three of those sound so good right now. It's a little ridiculous. haha.



If only, if only.

Take me away?
Yes and Please.
♥

I'm not just any girl.

To the boy that's going to catch me:

I'm not just any girl, I hope you know this. I have high standards. I keep my heart locked up so tight, it's going to be pretty tough to break the vault. You can't just catch me, you have to tame me too.



And to the boy who thinks he's caught me, you didn't, sorry I just slipped away. You don't appeal to me what so ever. I think you better pass on me, I mean we can still be friends. But really, I hope you don't think you have everything in the bag. Everything meaning me, and if you do, well you don't. Who ever told you we were going to work out was false. You've got alot of fences to jump til you reach my house. I don't know what you were thinking but my head is somewhere else and my heart is not on my sleeve. I don't just fall that easily for someone. I laugh at the thought of you thinking you have control of this situation. I'm not easy, and I refuse to play a game. Oh boy, I don't even know you. I think it's funny that you think you can play me. We'll just see how that goes. I hope you have fun losing. Your just like every other guy.

Hopefully one day you'll realize that, and stop telling yourself your not. You won't change. Your ego is just to big for you.

My word of advice to you is good luck.

I'm not just any girl.

How I'm feeling

in a few pictures... ;)










I'm just plain happy with life. ♥

Lazy Daisy.

So lately I've been pretty lazy, and I just love it. It's so awesome to finally be done with school. I've been needing some lazy days. I feel like I've been on the go so much. It's a little ridiculous. And these last past two days, I've finally had some down time. So so so nice. :) I think it's a good thing to, my brain needed some time off. haha. Today I slept in, until the afternoon, I was going to head into town and do the whole book buy back dealio, but then I decided not to, and to just stay home. I watched The Princess and the Frog it was super cute. hehe. And then afterwards I gave Chloe a bath, she's so adorable. :) I love her so much. ♥





hehe. ♥



Bath day! :)

Lovee.

I loveee my friends and family.
They complete me, even when it's been rough.
Thank you. ♥












♥

Where has my brain been lately?

Okay so lately, I have no idea where my brain has been. It's absolutley ridiculous. First lets start with ballet. My open show is always on a tuesday or wednesday at 3:00. Okay so this term they switched it to friday. And I payed no attention to the time because I could have sworn it was at 2:00. Anyways.. I now have to tell my work I need friday off. So tuesday I go in to find someone to fill my shift. No one can... oh great. But luckily my manager is amazing. and it was okay. So now that that's done and over with, it's finally friday, and open show starts at 3:00 right? Wrong.. no it dosn't. It starts at 2:00. Well lucky me I left early and got there and changed. So it's our turn to dance, we start dancing, and I think why are all these people here. It's only a practice rehersal right? WRONG. Again.. It wasn't it was the real thing, and I danced through the entire show thinking it was a practice rehersal. I have no idea where my brain has been lately. Not only that, but last night I got all my stuff ready for a shoot today, I set my alarm time, but didn't set my alarm. Ughhh I'm so disappointed with myself lately it's a little ridiculous. I don't understand where this nonsense is coming from, maybe my brain is just on overload. I have no idea. But I'm ready to be back to the old Christina again, the one who knows what's going on, when something is going on. I'm finally done with school though, my overload is now turned off, so that will hopefully help. Now all I'm going to focus on is work, modeling, and having a good summer. Right? Right! ♥

A lighter note.

Today is friday, and I love fridays. I don't work today. Which is fablous. Very excited about that!

ANDDDD

It's my open show today, I'm going to dance my little heart out.
I cannot wait, I super bummed though I won't be dancing during
the summer time. But that's okay, I'll be back in the fall!
Hehe. I hope I don't mess up! I'm starting to get real nervous.
Eeek! I think I'll do well, it should be fun, I wish our show was
longer and we'd dance more! But it's only like a couple minutes, but
within that couple minutes I'll be doing one of the things I love
most.

Lately...

Lately...I've been a little stressed out, and I've been feeling left out. I don't know, I feel like no one's here for me lately. It kind of sucks... I feel like everyone's just been canceling on me. I mean I have been somewhat busy, with school and work and such. But I don't know. Oh well I guess..Time to look at the brighter side of life.

Listen

I know last night I said I was OK with being friends
But in the back of my mind, I knew I was lying
And you say, you say you're not looking for anything serious
But I wonder if I looked in your eyes, softly touched your lips to mine
Would all those thoughts disappear?

So let's roll the top down, drive far away from here
And see what it's all about
This thing they call love
Sometimes it's one of those things you've just got to jump into
Something tells me you feel that spark
But you've still got those battle scars on your heart
I won't be the one to hurt you this time
So what do you say?
Let's just give us a try

What would you say if we just drove away into the night
Just you & me
You'll have your hands on the wheel and I'll have my heart on your sleeve
And getting lost in each other as the city lights fade into the background
Baby, can't you just feel it now?

So let's roll the top down, drive far away from here
And see what it's all about
This thing they call love
Sometimes it's one of those things you've just got to jump into
Something tells me you feel that spark
But you've still got those battle scars on your heart
I won't be the one to hurt you this time
So what do you say?
Let's just give us a try

Feel the breeze running through my hair
Just take the wheel, and, baby, I'll take your heart

So let's roll the top down, drive far away from here
And see what it's all about
This thing they call love
Sometimes it's one of those things you've just got to jump into
Something tells me you feel that spark
But you've still got those battle scars on your heart
I won't be the one to hurt you this time
So what do you say?
Let's just give us a try

Just take the wheel, and, baby, I'll take your heart
Don't you know there's no better place to start...



I wish.

Busy bee.

Oh Gosh, I've just been so so so busy lately. I feel like I havn't gotten any time for myself. I mean I know I just went on vacation and all, but still. Being back got more hetic. School is just sucking the life out of me. I'm sooo done with it. I can't wait for summer. I wish it was here already, and the weather would start looking up. It would be so nice if it would. I miss sunshine, I don't miss wet, and rainy. No thank you. I finally have my classes for fall term which is nice to have that all done and figured out, but it's even better to have a summer off. Just work and have fun, yes yes yes. Oh gosh, I worked all memorial weekend, and let me tell you it was quite busy. I felt exaclty like a bee.



On a happy note. I'm super dooper excited for this weekend. I just cannot wait for color's birthday party! It should be a ton of funnn! I looove meeting new people, perfect opportunity, and time to have fun, since I don't work til a little later that day. hehe. :) woop woop! I still need to find something green though. I'm sure something will turn up soon, I'm on the hunt! hehe.

Oh gosh, my ballet final is friday, and I had my speech final today. That was freaking intense. And a tad scary. At first I thought I was going to do horrible because I didn't practice at all...But I think I did okay, knock on wood. Hopefully I get a good grade in speech, I tried super hard! And ballet! Well an A is a givin.. hehe. :) I just love ballet. Dancing makes me sooo happy. I just hope I have the routine down to a T. I think I somewhat have it, I just need to practice more. :) I can't wait for it though, it should be quite fun! Whew, this term just flew by, it's had it's rough patches but it's been alright. I'm happy it's finally over. So so so very happy. I will miss ballet though, I love it so much. It means alot to me to be able to dance. But soon enough fall term will come and I'll be dancing my little heart out again. ♥ I'm not going to worry about it too much. I'll be having an exciting summer filled with all sorts of adventures. Which are thee bestest.
♥ hehe.




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