The Future:

Lately I feel like I've been thinking alot about the future... I have so many dreams and aspirations in life and believe personally I've accomplished alot for someone such as myself. I've tried so hard, gave it my all, and don't plan in any way to give up. Because I have so much time ahead of me. I mean I'm only 22...

I really look forward to moving to Portland with my very good friend Tess. To go to school finally at a university rather than a community college will be a awesome step in my life. And to finally move out of my parents house will solidify finally being independent for me. I look forward to this day that's just around the corner so much.

I'm going to miss my family, Eugene, friends, and the many places the city and country here has to offer me. But to a bigger city with so much opportunity for me will be an amazing thing for me to finally conquer. I have so many plans for myself while I'm in Portland. Finally obtaining my Bachelors Degree is on the top of the list, as well as networking with the many amazing photographers and models that reside in Portland, and even possibly changing or adding an agency if its possible.

We shall see.

Oh the places I shall go, and the things that I shall do.

I cannot wait, I'm beyond excited for this adventure and new chapter to start.

Well...

Summer is over, fall is here and shortly it will be gone. Onto winter unfortunately. Its crazy how time flys by. But as time flys by I find that things are changing, I'm changing. Soon enough the new year will be here, and with a new year comes new things, experiences, friends, adventures.

 

And I cannot wait, I cannot wait to embark on a new adventure.

 

Finally awarding myself with my associates degree, I find myself finally deciding what I really want to do. I've always wanted to move to Portland, and this year was suppose to be the year. I was so upset when I found that it just wasn't possible considering how expensive it is living there and not having a roommate.

 

But talking with one of my best friends we decided we would move together and I will be earning my bachelor's degree at Portland State and she'll go to school for her masters. I'm so excited to finish up this school year and finally move somewhere new and start an adventure of my own.

 

Wish me luck! :)

Hey you, yeah you!

HOLY COW!
I never realized how many fake people there are.
It's a little ridiculous.

I don't understand
why people try to be fake or are fake.

Be you,
Find you,
&&
Be happy with that.

I mean you are your own person at least
take initiative for thing's you've
done or accomplished in life.

Because if you are who you are
people will love you for you. Why would anyone want
to be friends with someone who is fake.
I mean I sure the heck wouldn't want to be.

If your yourself, and are very honest about who you are, and people
like you that's fine. And guess what, if they don't it's their loss.
But just be true to yourself.

If your not true to yourself, who's going to be true to you?
If your not honest with yourself, who's going to be honest with you?

1. Be yourself, truthfully
2. Accept yourself, gratefully
3. Value yourself, joyfully
4. Forgive yourself, completely
5. Treat yourself, generously
6. Balence yourself, harmounously
7. Bless yourself, abundently
8. Trust yourself, confidently
9. Love yourself, wholeheartedly
10. Empower yourself, immidetly
11. Give yourself, enthusiactically
12. Express yourself, radiently

1st aid for the soul.

I need

to get out of here.



I know I just went on vacation, but I feel like I need a super big change in my life. It's really weird. I love change, I love traveling. I need something new it feels like. I just don't know what I want though. It's super tough to pinpoint it. I feel like moving away, like to another state. I don't know, another country would be bomb too. But I know this would never happen, I wish it would though... I want change.

On the smaller scale, if the weather would change that would be great. If only there was some sunshine. I feel like swimming, basking in the sunshine, and having a picnic. All three of those sound so good right now. It's a little ridiculous. haha.



If only, if only.

Take me away?
Yes and Please.
♥