Holy Cow!

It's amazing that I even remembered I had a blog from some 3 years ago. I've decided to start back at it again. I actually do miss being able to kind of log things about my life and where I'm going and what adventures I'm having or off to next. So I revamped it up named it something a different than Behind Blue Eyes which is now a bit dated for my life as I've changed over the past few years and learned a ton from the experiences I've had, friends I've met along the way, and trips I've taken. 

Welp here I go on my blogging adventure! :) Wish me luck! 

-Christina ↟.  

It's so weird how distance can change things.

I get so unbelievably frustrated with people.
I don't understand people. I just don't.
and basically what I don't get is how they can be so
mean and rude. Like it's some disease to them that just
fills them up, never letting it escape them.

I feel sorry for them in a way. But why should I.
I don't deserve their rudeness, their insincerity.
I should just move on. But it's so hard, it eats away
at me from time to time. Bringing old things up that hurt.
That should just go away and never come back.
Things that shouldn't be said or done.

The phrase were all human comes to mind.
But sometimes being human isn't an excuse.
You have no right of passage to be unjust in a way that
makes others feel as badly as I feel.

I'll be leaving soon, and I'll be happy to have left you.

Get out.

Went for a run this morning..
such a good way to clear my head.

It felt so good to take in everything around me.
The sparkle of the lake,
the coldness of the morning air as I breath in and out,
the hard cement under my feet,
the smell of fresh cut grass,
the feeling of the sun starting to warm my body,
and the feeling of finishing my run after giving it my all.

Friday Fill In.

1. I am looking forward to:
the one day I meet someone that will sweep me off my feet.
ha!

2. Something kind of embarassing that I still love anyway is:
watching cartoons late at night when I don't feel
like going out or watching disney movies. ♥

3. My favorite car is:
A Jeep Wrangler = my heart's desire.

4. If I could pick one type of weather to live with for the rest of my life it would be:
either snow or sunshine. But it's so tough I almost have to go with snow. I love it.

5. My favorite thing to do after a bad/stressful day is:
come home and relax in bed and listen to music but if its
a really bad day run a hot bath and soak.

6. This weekend will be full of:
Shenanigans! Haha. And seeing friends most likely. Oh and sunshine too.


7. If I were a color:
I would be pink! because it's bright and colorful and soft at the same time. Like me.


Hope everyone's had a lovely friday.

If you didn't know, now you do:

And doing this is no good.
So stop worrying, don't fuss.
You'll be okay.
Keep calm
and carry on.

Really,

its for the best.
I promise.

Holy Cow!

Today was so freaking lovely. The sun was shining, I had school, it went by quickly.
(That was probably the best part).
The sun was nice and warm, as it beat down on my face. I just sucked as much of it
in as I could. Because you know why! The sun hasn't been shining that much.
And as I drove home I took in everything. It was nice. You know when you
roll down the window and smell the air and the sun is beating down on your hair,
and then your hair gets nice and warm and you can feel it on your face.
Yeah, it was that kinda day.
I love those days.

And so when I got home, I took a sunny picture of myself. Because I felt like it.
So here it is:

I hope this week is a good week. I've kind of been in a funk lately.



^^^^
This is exactly how I feel right now. hah.

Have a lovely monday! I'm going to try.

Bachy Bach! ♥

So today, pretty much rocked. and lately.. the last couple days have been pretty rockin. Went up to Bachelor, and the sun was shining the runs were groomed, and it was pretty legit.

I'm so happy I'm taking this class, I love going up to the mountain. I just feel like I'm in a whole different world. The snowy slopes are just a totally different scene than eugene, and I love it. I love everything about the snow.

I could cruise all day. seriously. non stop.

It's begining to look alot like Christmas;

Today was such a good day. Actually this weekend has been wonderful. I worked, and in the evenings I went out with friends. Suchhhh a blast. :) And today I did a shoot. So it was freaking awesome. But today was the best by far. My family and I went to go pick out a christmas tree!




Picking out the tree is the best. I hate fake trees.. who does that? To really get into christmas you must get a christmas tree, this tree cannot be fake. It must be REAL people! What the heck! And then.. when you bring it into your house. The whole house smells of a christmas tree. I love that smell. ♥




So we finally found our christmas tree after arguing for like an hour about where we should go look for one along with which tree we should pick. But we found one. The ONE. hehe. and so it came home with us. But as we were driving we saw this hawk! It was so pretty, sitting on top of a different christmas tree. So I got some really good pictures of it.




So so so happy. ♥ I love the holidays. Especially the hippo song. it makes my day. Liiiike no other. But anyways! The tree is in the house! It has it's pretty lights on it. The inside of the house is decorated. Andd no all thats left is to put ordinmints on the tree and lights on the house! Must be done! It must, it must!

So the end of my day ended quite well with a shoot with Nick! and my make was done by Rheanna. :) heres a peek,





* Let it snow! *

Oh today;

was a fairly good day. :)
I had a funny series of events!
Actually just one in particular.
It made me laugh. I giggled possibly
the whole entire end of my shift.

The other series of events was nice, and
it made my day go by faster. It was the
fact that our shoe department was just ransaked
with people shopping for the holiday.

Busy busy busy bee, that's what I was.
On the other hand, I got way to many compliments
today. But it was nice, it made me smile.
Compliments on my hair mostly. And that ballet dancers
are beautiful, and then that I was nice. I like
compliments. Their quite nice.

Okay so to my story! haha.
try not to laugh to much... ;)


So my co worker kayla and I end up together closing
the shoe department, I got off a little earlier than
she did, but of course as were trying to clean up and
make everything tidy we get the average customer coming
in shopping late after the rush, which is exactly the way I
would do it too. But these three hispanic women came in
to exchange a coat and slippers, and of course they speak
spanish in front of me. So of course I have NO IDEA whatsoever
on what their talking about.. Then as I'm exchanging their
merchandise, one of the woman asks "how old are you?" and I
reply twenty. The conversation ended and I was just about done
with the transaction, but inquiring minds must know. So I asked
why she wanted to know my age.. and she replys "Oh my son.. well
hes around your age and we'd like to find him someone like you".
WOW. hahaha.. So I was kind of like uhm okay, I see. and that's when
it got a tad bit akward. I was a little astonished.. not going to lie.
But then she goes into telling me how he has fair skin and dark brown
hair and blue eyes like I do. They thought it was really un-natural to
find someone that had blue eyes and natural brown hair. I thought it
was freaking halarious how they were trying to pimp out their son to me.
God..

what. a. day.

Hopefully yours was wonderful and you recieved some compliments. :)
If not thannnn here it goes;

Latley I'd just like to say:

I'm so sick and tired of bullshit. I don't need it in my life.

Black Friday,

is definitely black alright. I swear by it. Today was absolutely ridiculous. FREAKING RIDICULOUS. dear lord. So I wake up at 5:45 to my mother coming into my room saying..."Christina! Aren't you suppose to be at work!" And I wake up saying..."GOD DAMMIT!" I was suppose to be at work at 4:45 and I didn't get there til around 6:30. Freaking wonderful. My little heart was beating, and oh how I hate being late. Like I HATE being late. Especially to work, because I feel like I let down people, because they needed me, because we were so freaking busy. And while I ran into the store, heart beating, with a mind set of madness and sadness, I am greeted by people who love me. It was nice. It made me happy, although I was a little disappointed in myself. Everyone was just happy for me to be there, and boy was it busy. I didn't take any breaks. AT ALL! Annnnd I barely made it out alive. I swear I thought someone was going to have to come in with a shovel and scrape me up off the sales floor. But luckily I held it together, dealt with stupid customers, and smiled of course... all day long. (Speaking of smiling, some guy came up to my register and was like how are you, and I was like good with a smile. And he was like how are you smiling right now, you must me on something. Hahaha made me laugh. Too bad I wasn't. I was just high on life.) Hopefully everyone had a lovely black Friday and got some good deals. Because the only deal I got was working with some fabulous people. ♥

A rose,

So right now I'm sitting at my kitchen table.
Writing this blogpost. And so I decide to look out the
window. It's cold looking, dull, overcast, theres alot
of green, and the leaves are starting to fall from the trees.
The wind is blowing but if I look far, farther away from me
I see mountains of blue meeting with the white and grey sky
almost blending in. But as I look closer to me, not as far away
as the sky or the mountains. I see a rose. Not quite in bloom,
but about to be, soon. A beautiful red rose. Those are my favorite.
And it sticks out, especially in a backgroud full of green.
It's different.

But I like different.

Mostly, I just cannot believe that it's about to bloom in almost
what I call winter time. I mean it is still fall, but it's mostly
winter, it's so cold. All the other roses bloomed long ago, their
dead looking stems withering away.
I like that red rose.

It dares to be different.
♥


picture taken by: me.

Art Gallery!

TONIGHT! TONIGHT! TONIGHT!

sooo excited to be in it.
eeeek!

You should watch this!

and read this!

if you want to know more about it. ;)

In Time..

Everything takes time...and really it's all we have.
Lately I've noticed that. I've been staring at the clock alot.
Like I have to be at work at this time, clock in from lunch at this
time, be here or there by this time, start school at this time.
It's kind of ridiculous..
I wish I could just take all the time I wanted. I like moving
at a slow pace.



But all the seconds, minutes, days, weeks, months, and years add up.
And when it comes down to it, you should be able to look
back at those seconds, minutes, days, weeks, months, and years
and hope that each and every single one of them is memorable.
Life is so short, it passes you by so quickly.

Today a woman came into the shoe department, and I learned that
she was celebrating her birthday, she was much older. Probably
in her late 60's. she told me the years fly by, she feels
like a thirteen year old supposively. I told her that not many
people can say that. And that it's something to be proud of.
Therefore you must treasure every single moment in your life.
Make each moment in your life something worth living for
and live each moment for you. ♥

hehe.

Don't you wish sometimes you could just stay in bed all day.
Have breakfest in bed maybe?
Read a good book, and just let the sunlight come through.
Oh how that sounds so lovely as I write
this in the comfort of my own bed.



Oh today today today.
A little birdie told me something.
and I could not believe what that
little birdie said.
All I say to that is this quote:

"Stupidity is better kept a secret than displayed”.

That is all. :)

Oh and pee.ess.

Good Morning.

Put a smile on.
It's a new day.
The sun is out.
and it's a sunday.
:)



Enjoy some breakfest. ♥

Dear Crazy Lady,

You are crazy, I don't know if you knew that or not. But seriously just stay out of Macy's. We don't need your business. Goddd. Hahaha. When someone ask's you if your reading their mind, you automatically think to yourself what?

YOU ARE CRAZY.



seriously. lady.
you are not a former deligate. And I doubt if we "called other countries they'd know who you are". Hahaha. Weirdo...

We didn't take your shoes. You left them in the mall somewhere. haha. I don't know what your on but you shouldn't be aloud back here again.

Some people are so strange I swear. Weirdest experience of my life while working in retail. Props to one of my managers. I hope that lady relizes what she's putting people through.

Don't come back, pleaseandthankyouuuu!


ANNNNYWAYS! Other than that crazy lady, today was an okay day.

:)

Tomorrow.

I'm so excited to go to the coast. ♥

Eeek. I'll write more later.

Have a lovely night!

:o)