cannnn i....

just fall in love.

for once.

please?

Yes.

In life you don't always get the people you want.
You get the people you need.
To hurt you, to leave you, to love you,
but most of all...to make you the person
you are meant to be.


(c) Ashlee Murr, MUA Christine Shields

One thing you should never do:

yes.yes.yes.

I love that feeling of being anonymous. Is it not awesome to walk into a party, bar, or any place in general and have no one actually know you. Being that girl who's a mystery. The one no one can recognize, where people just go back to whatever they were doing or talk quietly and wonder who this anonymous girl is. Possibly one of my favorite things. It's seriously awesome, you can be who you want to be, with no one single person judging you because they already know something about you. I hate when people judge me, take things from what other people have said. Seriously. It's rude. If you don't know me, maybe you should get to know me. Before you sit there and act as though you do know me. One day I'll get away from this small town of mine, and be happy to be anonymous for once.

New York, New York.

I want to live there.
RIGHT
NOW.

pweeetttyy pwease.






hey, a girl can dream.

A rose,

So right now I'm sitting at my kitchen table.
Writing this blogpost. And so I decide to look out the
window. It's cold looking, dull, overcast, theres alot
of green, and the leaves are starting to fall from the trees.
The wind is blowing but if I look far, farther away from me
I see mountains of blue meeting with the white and grey sky
almost blending in. But as I look closer to me, not as far away
as the sky or the mountains. I see a rose. Not quite in bloom,
but about to be, soon. A beautiful red rose. Those are my favorite.
And it sticks out, especially in a backgroud full of green.
It's different.

But I like different.

Mostly, I just cannot believe that it's about to bloom in almost
what I call winter time. I mean it is still fall, but it's mostly
winter, it's so cold. All the other roses bloomed long ago, their
dead looking stems withering away.
I like that red rose.

It dares to be different.
♥


picture taken by: me.

On a positive note.

This song is perfect right now. :)
it's on repeat.
Just to let you know. ♥

"You feel like you're falling backwards
Like you're slippin' through the cracks
Like no one would even notice
If you left this town and never came back
You walk outside and all you see is rain
You look inside and all you feel is pain
And you can't see it now


But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there's a silver lining
Just keep holding on (just keep holding on)
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won't be much longer
You'll find love, you'll find peace
And the you you're meant to be
I know right now that's not the way you feel
But one day you will

You wake up every morning and ask yourself
What am I doing here anyway
With the weight of all those disappointments
Whispering in your ear
You're just barely hanging by a thread
You wanna scream but you're down to your last breath
And you don't know it yet

But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there's a silver lining
Just keep holding on (just keep holding on)
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won't be much longer
You'll find love, you'll find peace
And the you you're meant to be
I know right now that's not the way you feel
But one day you will


Find the strength to rise above
You will
Find just what you're made of, you're made of

But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there's a silver lining
Just keep holding on (just keep holding on)
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won't be much longer
You'll find love, you'll find peace
And the you you're meant to be
I know right now that's not the way you feel
But one day you will


One day you will
Oh one day you will "