Well...

Summer is over, fall is here and shortly it will be gone. Onto winter unfortunately. Its crazy how time flys by. But as time flys by I find that things are changing, I'm changing. Soon enough the new year will be here, and with a new year comes new things, experiences, friends, adventures.

 

And I cannot wait, I cannot wait to embark on a new adventure.

 

Finally awarding myself with my associates degree, I find myself finally deciding what I really want to do. I've always wanted to move to Portland, and this year was suppose to be the year. I was so upset when I found that it just wasn't possible considering how expensive it is living there and not having a roommate.

 

But talking with one of my best friends we decided we would move together and I will be earning my bachelor's degree at Portland State and she'll go to school for her masters. I'm so excited to finish up this school year and finally move somewhere new and start an adventure of my own.

 

Wish me luck! :)

California Dreaming?

Lately I have been, it seems a lot of people have been venturing to California. A close friend of mine left a couple days ago. Which made me think of how bad I've been wanting to get out of Eugene and start traveling around and adventuring. Its unfortunate when you have factors holding you back, but short trips are always fun.

Next week my friend Tess is taking a short vacation to Cali, I think I may go with her. I really want to go, but I also don't want to miss my dads walk to defeat ALS. Which is super super important to me. So I haven't quite decided yet, plus I need to get the days off.

BUT! it would be so much fun, I haven't been to California in a while. Spend some time at the beach, in the sunshine, shopping, and having fun. Eeek. That'd be lovely. :)

*smileyface

Oh dear lord...
I'm so excited for what is to come. I seriously could freak out right now.
It's a little ridiculous.
This summer shall be one of the best summers ever. EVER.
I just cannot wait. But right now I'm not telling why.
It's a big secret. a REAL big secret. tehe.
I don't feel like telling anyone.. any only a few select people know.
So for right now you'll just have to wait patiently for me to tell you.

EEEEK!

Wowzers.

I just cannot believe another year has flown by. It's really crazy to think about. And every thing that has happened. My life has taken some crazy roads and it's gotten a little bumby.. theres been a few pot holes, hitch hikers, and wrong turns. But though it all it's been an adventure. And guess what.. I love adventures. Their my absolute favorite. In 2011 there are plenty of wonderful memories I'll keep in my heart, but to the rest...well I leave them in the past because I must keep pushing on. Life does nothing but fly forward, so now its 2012. I'm 21. And I have lots to accomplish in the new year.

Here we go. Wish me luck.

So I won't lie..

The Nike test shoot was fun! Hopefully I get picked.
There were so many other models there though. I was very
i n t i m i d a t e d.
I won't lie.
Like seriously this one girls was freaking ripped.
Like 6 pac abs and everything. I was really jealous.
Therefore I decided to use those girls as my
i n s p i r a t i o n.
I'm going to get:

fit.
toned.
in shape.
a little ripped.
but not to much.
yyeeaahhuuh.
;)

Oh hey Nike,

See you tomorrow! :)
Wish me luck!

Dear 2010,

you were a wonderful year. And you taught me
many many many different things. Things that
I will take with me into the new year. And
things that I will never ever forget.

I would like to say goodbye to you. And
thank you for being such a glorious,
lively, and inspiring year. But mostly
I would like to thank you for a year filled
with learning and generosity. You could have
been much worse.

Just a few things I've come to find this past year:
(A short list)

•I sometimes let people walk all over me.
(this i am working on)

•There will always be someone who loves you for you.

•People will not change for you, and you have to live
with the fact that they will always be how they intend.

•I'm finally pursuing my dream. Well one. It really is
coming true.

•Boys will be boys, and if someone dosn't make you a
priority, then all you will ever be is a option.

•Never ever lend money to anyone, for any reason. EVER.

•I am currently in the process of figuring where I want
to go in life, and what exactly I'm looking for.

•And lastly,
anyone is able to catch my eye, but its really going to
take someone special to catch my heart.

Art Gallery!

TONIGHT! TONIGHT! TONIGHT!

sooo excited to be in it.
eeeek!

You should watch this!

and read this!

if you want to know more about it. ;)

You Know

Let me tell you, there are so many good things in one day they just outweigh all the bad stuff. I love it. Lately I've been so happy about all the good things. I love how positive it's all been lately, I just hope there's not going to be any u-turns.

I'm excited for today to begin, I mean it already has. But to really get my day started. I feel really accomplished for some reason. I think it's because I actually have my homework done. lol. :)

I think today's going to be a good day. And guess what! Yours is going to be a good one too. :) Just stay positive, look up, and beeee happy.

So I may do a little shopping after school, which is really never a good idea. I mean spending money lol. Oh jeez.. I really want to find a shirt, a cute skirt, maybe a sun dress and some shoes. lol. I mean they will serve a good purpose. It issss almost summer. And it issss time for new close. :) I love how I just talk myself into things. haha, Yay for new cloths! :)

Oh and yess I am a goober. ;)

♥

Just to let you know

I'm super excited for today.
Heres the plans:

Work :) Should be a good day.

A quck stop to Mr.Falcon :)

Be at Sharlynn's at 8ish.

Make din din.

Enjoy good company.

Play games.

And best of all

were going to have wayyy to much fun!!!



YAY! YAY! YAY! :)
you could say I'm a little too excited.
;) haha.

I hope everyone has a lovely friday,
because I know I will. :D

I think, therefore, I am,

EXCITED! :)

I'm super excited to have a girls night, it's been quite a while.
I'm also excited for school to start and to have neeew classes and
meet newwwww people! :) Eeek.
I'm even more excited to just move on with life.

But going bowling should be fun! I'm alright at it haha..
I do really well for the first half but twords the end
I just go down hill haha my little arm starts getting tired
and I just can't help it. But it's okay, because we can always
play with bumpers. ;)





I'm in a good mood right now. :)
I had a lazzzzy day with the moms and we watched movies,
it was nice!

I feel like rainy days only conclude in being lazy.
Orrr jumping in puddles with rainboots. ;)
hehe. ♥ Oh gosh, I love rainboots.
Don't even get me started.



hehe, ♥

Oh you...

Oh I miss him, I always miss him. :) haha.



I just wish he were here to snuggle with. I miss that. I feel like it's been a lifetime. I wish people could teleport. That'd make my entire life. :)



I'm smiling just thinking about him.
I get butterflies just thinking about time we've spent together. ♥
it's ridiculous...



:)
but I love it.
hehe.

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So! I'm super doooper excited to give him his birthday pressie. I really hope he likes it. :) But some boy told me that a guy could get a kiss for his birthday and love it. I don't know if I agree with that, but sometimes the littlest things actually mean the most.. :) Which is entirely cute and all, but I want to do something fun too hehe. I can't wait to tell him, it's so tough to keep my mouth closed. I've been really thinking about what to do and I've had so many ideas, but the one I picked, I think, will be the funnest and I'll really enjoy it too. :) I mean I've never gotten a chance to before so it should be fun for the both of us. Not to give any hints or anything ;) Haha. But seriously.. I cannot believe that he's going to be twenty one. It seems like life has just flown by, I mean I'll be twenty in may but still. I just find it super crazzzzy. I'm a little worried.



I really do....

It's a problem. I should probably stop while I'm ahead. But there are just all these things just floating around in my little head. It's really no good at all. But I feel like I should stop looking for the worst in things, I find myself doing that alot lately, I have absolutely no idea why either.





But I need to just clear my head and start all fresh and squeaky clean. and not worry about stuff so much.. I feel like I'm turning into my dad lately, he seems to always find the negative and not even look at the possibility of the positive. So starting this moment I'm going to seek out the things that are positive and make ME smiiiiileee.




your beyond amazing. ♥