I get so unbelievably frustrated with people.
I don't understand people. I just don't.
and basically what I don't get is how they can be so
mean and rude. Like it's some disease to them that just
fills them up, never letting it escape them.

I feel sorry for them in a way. But why should I.
I don't deserve their rudeness, their insincerity.
I should just move on. But it's so hard, it eats away
at me from time to time. Bringing old things up that hurt.
That should just go away and never come back.
Things that shouldn't be said or done.

The phrase were all human comes to mind.
But sometimes being human isn't an excuse.
You have no right of passage to be unjust in a way that
makes others feel as badly as I feel.

I'll be leaving soon, and I'll be happy to have left you.

Hmph.

It's just one of those things...

I hope I can become happier soon.

because I'm not really..

right now.

Hm.

hmph.

Sometimes I just get so tired of people... I just can't stand them.
and sometimes I'd rather be alone, just all by myself in this world filled with approximately 6 billion people. People who just disgust me, fusterate me to no end, and have the attitude of a slug. But then there are the people who brighten my day with a remark, a word, a smirk, or a smile. It's so hard to focus sometimes solely on the good in people, when my mind always seems to point out the bad. But I suppose if you go out looking for one thing, that's all you'll ever find. So I shall try to focus on the good and be the the silver lining, and not focus so much on the gold.

Sometimes...

it gets really old to become disappointed over..and over..and over..again.

Hah!

Some people are fucking poetic.
I swear to god, you commit to something, you say your going to do something.
So do it.

Seriously, I'm so tired of people and their bullshit.

I feel like I do so much for people, and what do I get.
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

I loooveee it.
Really...

Just grow a pair.
Please && Thanks.

:)

Some people

I SWEAR....

Yes.

True Story.

New York, New York.

I want to live there.
RIGHT
NOW.

pweeetttyy pwease.






hey, a girl can dream.

So lately;;

Actually as of today, I'm tired of people.
I mean I'm glad to have some people in my life.
But so many other people disgust me. It's a little
ridiculous. I don't understand how in the world they've
gotten that way at all. Or how the world has changed so much.
I think it's just a persons upbrining. That's why they are the
way they are. I mean some people can just be so kind, but
others.. I don't even understand.

Ugh so sick and tired of some people.
I wish you could just go up to that person and be like:

"Hey do you mind listening to yourself for one second,
just one second"

because right now, yes right now listen to yourself.
You sound ridiculous. Just thought you should know..
If only, if only.

So please be kind.
Realize what your doing, actually take a look at yourself.
(not in the mirror)
Thanks!

Ohdearlord:

Great, just great.
Back to school tomorrow. Back to work Tuesday.
UGH.

I was just begining to enjoy my weekend and then.
Monday decides to come along.

Monday's... the worst day of the week; practically.
But I guess I must consider the fact that if there wasn't
a Monday.. then I would probably hate Tuesdays.
&
saying I have a case of the Tuesdays wouldn't work out very well.
Therefore, bring it on Monday.

I'll be seing you tomorrow.

So..uhm..yeah;

I NEED A VACATION
like right now.
please please please!

If your going anywhere,
take me with youuu!
I need to get away from everything!

seriously.

Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up
And fly around in circles
Waitin' as my heart drops
And my back begins to tingle
Finally, could this be it..

♥

I wish,

I wish alot, I have such wishful thinking.
And sometimes it gets the best of me.
Actually, it gets the best of me all the time.

I know I should probably stop wishing things
would happen, things would change, things
would fix themselves, people would grow up,
people would love me for me.

But really, their not. It'll never happen.
Because, its just life. And my wishes,
they never really come true.




And you never really reach 100%
of what you want in life.
It's always 80 or 90, never 100
though. But I guess that 80 or 90
is better than nothing.

And I should be greatful for what
I have in life, but sometimes I wish
I could get that extra 10%, and
people would go that extra mile,
and my wishes would come true.

But there I go wishing again...

Oh life..

I don't understand you sometimes.
Why do you do this, why.
Sometimes I get so fusterated at you.
I'm so tired of the curveballs you've
been throwing me. Its not nice at all.

UGH.

no more curveballs please.
can't everything just be peachy for once.
just this once.

I'd apriciate it.

pleaseandthankyouuu.

So many people
So many dreams
So many heart beats
So many yearns and desires


So many nights full of tears
So many days full of searchings


So many roads to take
So many days pass




8 billion souls
8 billion people

& sometimes we need just one.

Hey you, yeah you!

HOLY COW!
I never realized how many fake people there are.
It's a little ridiculous.

I don't understand
why people try to be fake or are fake.

Be you,
Find you,
&&
Be happy with that.

I mean you are your own person at least
take initiative for thing's you've
done or accomplished in life.

Because if you are who you are
people will love you for you. Why would anyone want
to be friends with someone who is fake.
I mean I sure the heck wouldn't want to be.

If your yourself, and are very honest about who you are, and people
like you that's fine. And guess what, if they don't it's their loss.
But just be true to yourself.

If your not true to yourself, who's going to be true to you?
If your not honest with yourself, who's going to be honest with you?

1. Be yourself, truthfully
2. Accept yourself, gratefully
3. Value yourself, joyfully
4. Forgive yourself, completely
5. Treat yourself, generously
6. Balence yourself, harmounously
7. Bless yourself, abundently
8. Trust yourself, confidently
9. Love yourself, wholeheartedly
10. Empower yourself, immidetly
11. Give yourself, enthusiactically
12. Express yourself, radiently

1st aid for the soul.

Sometimes.

People are just so fusterating.
It's really irritating.
I don't understand why they act the
way they do sometimes.



UGH.

Why give the time or day to someone when they never give the time or day for you. I feel like it's really unacceptable to do that to someone. It's rude. And guess what, if your not going to be there for someone let them know. Sheesh. Don't leave them in the dark, leave them out of the loop. Put yourself in their shoes, and find out what it really feels like. It's not funny, you can't just say "haha" whatever and blow it off like it's nothing.

This is why I don't trust people sometimes, my trust is one of the hardest things to gain. And guess what. My trust is like a piece of paper, once it's crumpled, it'll never be perfect again. And it'll be one of the hardest things to gain back.