Hmph.

It's just one of those things...

I hope I can become happier soon.

because I'm not really..

right now.

Decisions....

I'm excited.

Lately I've been trying to decide what I want to do after I'm done with school here in Eugene, and I've decided I want to move. Not far away or anything (calm down mom and dad) haha. I just want to move to Portland, I just feel as though everything is there for me, modeling, school, a new adventure and scene than Eugene has to offer. I think I've decided to go this coming fall, and move up during the end of summer most likely. Hopefully I get accepted, because this is my plan, and I hope it works! Alt plan would be to go to OSU... butttt I don't really want to go there, its boring...and small.. and I can't transfer jobs. Which is lame. So going to open house at the Art Institute and apply and get accepted (hopefully) hehe.

Wish me luck!

Hooray!

It's spring break.
No Class.
No Tests.
No Quizes.
No Finals.
No Midterms.
No Teachers.
No Falling Asleep.

And the best thing of all:

NO HOMEWORK.




So entirely happy.
You really have no idea.
Lately I've been just working.
Which is a-ok with me! Spending time
with friends, reading my favorite book,
enjoying the weather (when its nice) ect ect ect..
You know the drill.

But for spring break, while I have no school.
I'd like to go on an adventure of sorts.
Who knows where too. Most likely on a hike.
It sounds nice. Espeicially to breath in fresh
air and explore the surroundings. ♥

Where has my brain been lately?

Okay so lately, I have no idea where my brain has been. It's absolutley ridiculous. First lets start with ballet. My open show is always on a tuesday or wednesday at 3:00. Okay so this term they switched it to friday. And I payed no attention to the time because I could have sworn it was at 2:00. Anyways.. I now have to tell my work I need friday off. So tuesday I go in to find someone to fill my shift. No one can... oh great. But luckily my manager is amazing. and it was okay. So now that that's done and over with, it's finally friday, and open show starts at 3:00 right? Wrong.. no it dosn't. It starts at 2:00. Well lucky me I left early and got there and changed. So it's our turn to dance, we start dancing, and I think why are all these people here. It's only a practice rehersal right? WRONG. Again.. It wasn't it was the real thing, and I danced through the entire show thinking it was a practice rehersal. I have no idea where my brain has been lately. Not only that, but last night I got all my stuff ready for a shoot today, I set my alarm time, but didn't set my alarm. Ughhh I'm so disappointed with myself lately it's a little ridiculous. I don't understand where this nonsense is coming from, maybe my brain is just on overload. I have no idea. But I'm ready to be back to the old Christina again, the one who knows what's going on, when something is going on. I'm finally done with school though, my overload is now turned off, so that will hopefully help. Now all I'm going to focus on is work, modeling, and having a good summer. Right? Right! ♥

A thought

Gosh I'm absolutely so tired of school right now. It's a tad bit ridiculous. I'm ready for summer. I cannot wait to see what it has in store for me. I feel like this is going to be one of the best summers ever. :) I'm going to hawaii to kick off the start of it too. Which makes it all the more better. hehe. I feel like I've just met so many wonderful people and hanging out with friends and just working will be awesome. I can't wait for this term to be over, I mean its really not that bad, but right now... I'm totally over it. Maybe even beyond totally. I think I am.




Gooooosh hurry up summer.

I'm totally ready to wear cute shirts, shorts, skirts, flipflops, baithing suits.
You know the whole summer get up. :) I mean sweatshirts and pants are real nice sometimes. But I'm ready for some nice weather and some sunshine. ☼
hehe.


Oh and heres a letter to you summer;
please hurry.

Goodness...

Alright soooo, today was good. Unitl it became more towards the evening.
Ugh tonight was rough. Don't ask me why...but it was. :/
and it sucks right now. :/
Ugh just make these stupid feelings go away. That'd be great. Kthanks.

I just need to keep busy some more and get my mind off it all.
Luckily I have have work tomorrow. :)

Anyways...

School was good. I like all my classes. :)
Speech is... interesting. The teacher is a little hardcore. haha.
but that's okay, I'll learn more that way. :)

I really want to just pack up and move away from here.
Start somewhere new, meet new people. I don't know.
I'm just dreaming of course. If only I had enough money.. I totally would.





I'd move somewhere else, maybe tropical.. meet a cute cabana boy.
You know..
Or my life long dream. Visit Italy and have some foreign hunk sweep me away on his cute little vespa. Oh yess yess yess. That sounds soo good right about now. I wish I could go there sooo bad. I'd totally live there too. That'd make my life. haha.



Christiano Ronaldo:



YOU can be my cabana boy any day. hahahahaha. Seriously.
God he is so hott. Like if he were standing in front of me right now, my eyes would probably be burning. ;) anddd he plays soccer. whew.

Break me off a piece of that. ;)

Ugh just anything to get out of here. I'll be sending an S.O.S.
except you'll just be saving one soul. So it should say something like S.M.S. Save my soul. Hahahaha... oh puuuhhhlease. Do dreams ever really come true.





mmm nope. not in my reality. but we'll see I guess.
Every cloud does have a silver lining. ;)
♥