The Future:

Lately I feel like I've been thinking alot about the future... I have so many dreams and aspirations in life and believe personally I've accomplished alot for someone such as myself. I've tried so hard, gave it my all, and don't plan in any way to give up. Because I have so much time ahead of me. I mean I'm only 22...

I really look forward to moving to Portland with my very good friend Tess. To go to school finally at a university rather than a community college will be a awesome step in my life. And to finally move out of my parents house will solidify finally being independent for me. I look forward to this day that's just around the corner so much.

I'm going to miss my family, Eugene, friends, and the many places the city and country here has to offer me. But to a bigger city with so much opportunity for me will be an amazing thing for me to finally conquer. I have so many plans for myself while I'm in Portland. Finally obtaining my Bachelors Degree is on the top of the list, as well as networking with the many amazing photographers and models that reside in Portland, and even possibly changing or adding an agency if its possible.

We shall see.

Oh the places I shall go, and the things that I shall do.

I cannot wait, I'm beyond excited for this adventure and new chapter to start.

Translate me,

Non capisci ..
Si potrebbe avere amato me, se tu mi avessi conosciuto.
Se tu avessi mai conosciuto la mia mente.
Se aveste camminato attraverso i miei sogni e ricordi.
Chissà quali tesori si potrebbe avere trovato.
Sì, potrebbe essere amato me.
Se tu avessi solo avuto il tempo.

Le prime impressioni sono una parte così grande della vita.
Che realmente sono.
Ma cosa succede se ci sono alcune persone che non
aprirsi a voi subito, e se ci sono
persone che hanno paura di farsi male.
Essere juged, non accettato, messo giù.
Prendetevi del tempo.




Prendetevi il tempo per conoscere qualcuno,
appena prima di prendere una decisione affrettata.

Nella vita tutto ciò richiede tempo,
quindi perché non prendere il tempo per conoscere
qualcuno, potrebbero essere l'unica cosa
avete bisogno nella vostra vita, che
puzzle pezzo perfetto.

E se non si prendono il tempo,
non saprai mai che cosa
può essere che manchi.

In Time..

Everything takes time...and really it's all we have.
Lately I've noticed that. I've been staring at the clock alot.
Like I have to be at work at this time, clock in from lunch at this
time, be here or there by this time, start school at this time.
It's kind of ridiculous..
I wish I could just take all the time I wanted. I like moving
at a slow pace.



But all the seconds, minutes, days, weeks, months, and years add up.
And when it comes down to it, you should be able to look
back at those seconds, minutes, days, weeks, months, and years
and hope that each and every single one of them is memorable.
Life is so short, it passes you by so quickly.

Today a woman came into the shoe department, and I learned that
she was celebrating her birthday, she was much older. Probably
in her late 60's. she told me the years fly by, she feels
like a thirteen year old supposively. I told her that not many
people can say that. And that it's something to be proud of.
Therefore you must treasure every single moment in your life.
Make each moment in your life something worth living for
and live each moment for you. ♥

Turning the page

Well I guess it's time to close a chapter in my life and start a new one. :) That's always fun, I don't mind it. It happens, life goes on, and you can only benefit from the things that happened.






Who knows maybe things will change.
and if they do, it'll be for the best. :)


I mean I want to stay with you, but being on a break? Either you want to be together or you don't there is no inbetween.
It's like:

Yes

No

Maybe.

When you ask a question like that it's a yes or no answer. There is no maybe in life, you eiether do or don't.

I know you don't know.........



but hopefully you'll figure it out soon.




I don't feel like giving you time, it's all you've gotten lately.
Do you really think you need time, or is it just to make you feel better
about breaking up with me. I wish you'd tell me more so I can just move on
or stick around. It's hard waiting. I don't know if giving you time will
set things right, but I hope it does. I really do. You mean so much to me.