love.love.love.

I love winter & snowboarding.

If you could only see how blue her eyes can be,

when she says,

when she says she loves me.

Head in the clouds...

Always & forever.

an explanation..

yes.yes.yes.

I love that feeling of being anonymous. Is it not awesome to walk into a party, bar, or any place in general and have no one actually know you. Being that girl who's a mystery. The one no one can recognize, where people just go back to whatever they were doing or talk quietly and wonder who this anonymous girl is. Possibly one of my favorite things. It's seriously awesome, you can be who you want to be, with no one single person judging you because they already know something about you. I hate when people judge me, take things from what other people have said. Seriously. It's rude. If you don't know me, maybe you should get to know me. Before you sit there and act as though you do know me. One day I'll get away from this small town of mine, and be happy to be anonymous for once.

Oops!

Look who's 21..

So this is the begining of the night obviously... haha.
I won't be posting pictures from later that night.. Anyways! Started out at The Cooler, got my fishbowl on ( in the picture )! That was funnn! :) So happy on the amount of people that came too! Afterwards we went to Taylor's, then to Renny's, thennnn we went to Starlight, Jamison's, The Horsehead and ended at The District. Quite the night. :) And yes of course like any other 21st Birthday I threw up at the end of it all. Blah. haha. But overall a great 21st birthday! :)

So the other day,

Was a bit crazy at first, I mean it was the first day back to school.
So it's aloud to be.

But something made me oh so happy.
It was the fact that a random stranger gave
me this card. (Below)




I was waiting in line in the theatre building
to ask where my Ballet instructors office was.
And then he was like here you should have this.

:)

I smiled. REAL big.
and of course I said thank you.
te he.

Obviously my day was made.

♥

The guy who says goodbye to you is out of his mind..

This;

touched my heart. made my day. made me smile.

A friend texted me and told me:

"(: how did you turn out to be such a nice,
smart and caring person? You're such a sweet
girl. There needs to be more of you. It's nice
hanging out with you too, because the conversation
isn't all about gossip. You're a rare breed Christina."


Thank you. ♥

And thank you for being you, your a wonderful person too.

As the leaves change..

I sometimes wish the leaves wouldn't change.
I sometimes wish that everything would go back to the way it was. I liked it alot the way things use to be. Don't you ever wish you could just go back in time, to a life you use to have. I wish I could. But I can't. It's the past, and that's where it'll remain. No one ever said it would be this hard, let's just go back to the start. Going back to relive everything again, maybe do things different. Would you do something different if you had a second chance at life. I actually honestly wouldn't, if I were to change a series of events that would counteract everything that had happened, I may have not the people in my life today, have the things I have today. Going back to the way things were would be nice, easy, fun, but you know. I have all the things I had back then, right now. Just in a different form. Through different people. It's nice. And those people love me for who I am. But sometimes when the leaves change, it makes me miss all the times that have passed by. All the times I was younger and older, up until now. Summer, spring, winter, fall.. the seasons drift by. But I cherish each and every memory made. Because if I didn't my life would be totally different.

Sometimes..

I just wish there was such thing as a happily ever after..
Oh how I wish and wish.. It would be so nice.
I wish things worked out for the best.
People go through such tough times and sometimes
they just get tougher. and that sucks. Why can't
things just get easier sometimes. WHY? Does it always
have to be rough, and tough. Like the groud. Haha.
I don't like the groud much. I doubt you do either,
unless maybe your tired and sitting on it. Sorry,
got a little carried away. I like daydreaming.
Sometimes I'll go for a walk, or a run. Just to
think, get exercise, and to enjoy whatever weather
is beaming down on me. Latley I haven't done that.
Lately it's been just car rides, with music in my ears
thinking as I drive. Sometimes it's nice to have your
own quiet time. But sometimes it's nice to have someone
to share the silence with you. I miss talking to you.
But here I am, in my super busy life, that sort of resembles
a bumble bee. Always busteling around, school, work, modeling,
friends, home life..I feel like I've been buzzing all over the
place. Waiting...just waiting. And for what? Maybe someone like
you to come along, and sweet me off my feet. Could life just
try and be a happily ever after for once. Just this once?
What do you think, could you?

Did you know:

And did you also know:

♥

If I'm not worth your heart, baby you're not worth mine.

Whew.

Goodness today was long, this whole weekend has been long actually. I'm happy to be off work, and not work until thursday. :) Which is a good thing, I've been buying way to many shoes lately. Sorta ridiculous... I bought a pair of coach shoes, and then I found another pair. So I need to decide between the two, but I'm pretty sure I know which ones I want more. :) haha. Their absolutely adorable, anddd they were on sale. Which is always awesomeeee! Pretty much getting one pair for $15.00 originally $88.00. Yeah I know, I rock. ;) haha.

Tomorrow I plan on heading up to Bend, I can't wait to get out of Eugene for a little while. It's been a frustrating area lately. I just don't understand people sometimes... So anyways I just can't wait to just float the river and be swept away, and soak up the sunshine. Kelli and I are going to drive up, I'm making a bank play list. haha. :) It should be funn! I'm actually getting a little excited. hehe.

We have a new girl at work, she's so adorable! Her name is Marce, and I'm real sad that Katie is in petites, but you know it's for her own good. So I'm happy for her, but she really did grow on me. We've had some pretty good times hehe. I love the people I work with. Their all so awesome. ♥

If it's one thing I've learned lately it's to:



That's exactly how I am. I am nothing but truthful.
and I hope you are too.

♥

No if, and's, but's or maybe's

L i s t e n


So you wanna be her baby
I can read your face like a book
Yeah it looks easy to love her but believe me brother
It's harder than it looks

She's as pretty as a picture
Every bit as funny as she is smart
Got a smile that'll hold you together
And a touch that'll tear you apart
When she's yours she brings the sunshine
When she's gone the world goes dark
Yeah she's heaven on the eyes
But boy she's hell on the heart

Yeah she's good when she's bad
She's cute when she's mad
And she does all the wrong things right
Yeah boy it's a fact when they're made like that
You ain't ever gonna sleep at night

She's as pretty as a picture
Every bit as funny as she is smart
Got a smile that'll hold you together
And a touch that'll tear you apart
When she's yours she brings the sunshine
When she's gone the world goes dark
Yeah she's heaven on the eyes
But boy she's hell on the heart

Once you feel her touch and you've felt that rush
It's gonna mess up your head
But here's the kicker son
Your old ticker's gonna beat you half to death

She's as pretty as a picture
Every bit as funny as she is smart
Got a smile that'll hold you together
And a touch that'll tear you apart
When she's yours she brings the sunshine
When she's gone the world goes dark
Yeah she's heaven on the eyes
But boy she's hell on the heart
Yeah she's hell on the heart.

♥

I need

to get out of here.



I know I just went on vacation, but I feel like I need a super big change in my life. It's really weird. I love change, I love traveling. I need something new it feels like. I just don't know what I want though. It's super tough to pinpoint it. I feel like moving away, like to another state. I don't know, another country would be bomb too. But I know this would never happen, I wish it would though... I want change.

On the smaller scale, if the weather would change that would be great. If only there was some sunshine. I feel like swimming, basking in the sunshine, and having a picnic. All three of those sound so good right now. It's a little ridiculous. haha.



If only, if only.

Take me away?
Yes and Please.
♥

Listen

I know last night I said I was OK with being friends
But in the back of my mind, I knew I was lying
And you say, you say you're not looking for anything serious
But I wonder if I looked in your eyes, softly touched your lips to mine
Would all those thoughts disappear?

So let's roll the top down, drive far away from here
And see what it's all about
This thing they call love
Sometimes it's one of those things you've just got to jump into
Something tells me you feel that spark
But you've still got those battle scars on your heart
I won't be the one to hurt you this time
So what do you say?
Let's just give us a try

What would you say if we just drove away into the night
Just you & me
You'll have your hands on the wheel and I'll have my heart on your sleeve
And getting lost in each other as the city lights fade into the background
Baby, can't you just feel it now?

So let's roll the top down, drive far away from here
And see what it's all about
This thing they call love
Sometimes it's one of those things you've just got to jump into
Something tells me you feel that spark
But you've still got those battle scars on your heart
I won't be the one to hurt you this time
So what do you say?
Let's just give us a try

Feel the breeze running through my hair
Just take the wheel, and, baby, I'll take your heart

So let's roll the top down, drive far away from here
And see what it's all about
This thing they call love
Sometimes it's one of those things you've just got to jump into
Something tells me you feel that spark
But you've still got those battle scars on your heart
I won't be the one to hurt you this time
So what do you say?
Let's just give us a try

Just take the wheel, and, baby, I'll take your heart
Don't you know there's no better place to start...



I wish.