Portland ♥

Oh how I love going to Portland and shooting with one of my favorite photographers in the world. :)
We create such wonderful stuff.
Eeeek! Sooo I'm meeting with an agency tomorrow.
I'm a tad bit excited, and while I'm in portland I
really really really want to go shopping. Like real bad.
It's a tad bit ridiculous.
I mean I am in Portland why shouldn't I do a little shopping.
It wouldn't hurt. Hahaha. Oh lordy.





You can see some of Jeff's work here! :)

On to another note!

School is going to be starting! And we all know what that means!
Christina is going to be super dooooper busy, not really excited.
But I don't really feeeel like studying and everything else that
comes along with going to school. Ugh and I'll be working weekends
which means my whole entire schedule is going to be sooo busy..

I'm not even going to worry, I know I'll be responsible. And get
everything done ahead of time. Haha NOT. I'm such a procrastinator.
Oh lordy. But I'm sure I'll be fine. I'm excited to start dancing
again I really did miss it alot. And I'm super excited to meet new
people, it's my favorite. And and andddd I'm even more excited about
winter coming. I miss snowboarding so much. ♥ I hope I go alot this year
I plan on it. I just hope I can make time for it.

Hmm, good night.
Listen to this if you want to fall asleep:

♥

Exactly,

She took the words right out of my mouth.
from the blog of:

This Girl!



"So I have been meaning to write this entry for a long time now; I just never found the motivation or time to actually care. But I do want to make some kind of marker in my history so here it is.

I am so sick of all these guys coming up to me and making all of these false promises of wanting something more with me and what not. Be serious. Actions speak louder than words losers.

I can't tell you just how many guys I have encountered this summer who have all been, hmm shall we be slightly vulgar? who have all been trying to seriously "holler" at me. They have all been saying sweet nothings of hopes and promises to me and wanting to "do things right" and blah blah fucking blah. They know there's not even a maybe chance of getting anything from me; yet, (I guess to commend their courage and bravado) they get up the nerve to approach me and lay it all down.

And really, nothing ever comes from words until proper action is taken in order to secure the progress of execution and success. I love words, given that I majored in one of my passions. But these words, there is a difference. I know there is a difference between truth and pure bullshit.

You say you've thought about this for years, yes I am talking to several of you, but yet when push comes to shove, you can't man up to actually do anything about it to make me believe you. You get butthurt that I stopped speaking to you. Hello? I'm not about to put my life aside just to try to get to you.

Stop trying to fill me up with your trials of righteousness and self worth of you trying to be something more to me than what really is.
I told you, I play for keeps; that's if I play. You wonder why I'm so hard to get to, this is why. You wonder why I don't ever give an inch until time has been spent and contemplated or worth has been proven. This is why.

And to those who have tried to follow through: Stop fucking calling or texting me, obviously if I haven't picked up in months, that means I am not interested. Sorry and thank you.

On a side note***
Isn't it strange that the one you want never seems to work out while you get thrown a whole bunch of trite selections? I don't know, maybe I am too picky. I've been told that constantly time and time again haha. No, actually I am too picky. But why shouldn't I be? Why settle? I am a person with high expectations and standards. I don't think that they should be lowered to allow more assholes into the spectrum of my world."



URG!

I never told you.

Listen.

Oh dear,

You are beautiful.
Times can become tough. But just believe in yourself.
Those scars on your knees? They've shown me you've fallen.
That sparkle in your eyes when you smile? They show me you
picked yourself up. That smile of yours is drop dead gorgeous,
wear it more often.

Who gives a shit if you have acne? Who cares if your overweight
or underweight, tall or short, tan or pale, an A cup or D cup?

All that matters is that someone thinks your beautiful just the way you are.
And that someone is me.

♥


Just

What five words do you see?

Our psychological state allows us to see only what we want/need/feel to see at a particular time.



I see:

Man, Rage, Sin, Dream, Passion

Interesting..
haha.

hehe.

Don't you wish sometimes you could just stay in bed all day.
Have breakfest in bed maybe?
Read a good book, and just let the sunlight come through.
Oh how that sounds so lovely as I write
this in the comfort of my own bed.



Oh today today today.
A little birdie told me something.
and I could not believe what that
little birdie said.
All I say to that is this quote:

"Stupidity is better kept a secret than displayed”.

That is all. :)

Oh and pee.ess.

♥

If I'm not worth your heart, baby you're not worth mine.

Listen to the music

'Lets go all the way tonight,
no regrets just love'
Teenage Dream :: Katy Perry


'and when you smile the whole world
stops and stares for a while,
cause girl your amazing just
the way you are'
Just The Way You Are :: Bruno Mars




'Can you feel this magic in the air it must
have been the way you kissed me'
Today was a fairytale :: Taylor Swift



'Heaven help the fool who did her wrong
It’s too late, too bad, she’s too far gone
He should’ve thought of that
Before he left her all alone'
If she's lonely now she won't be lonely long :: Clay Walker



'Let me light up the sky, light it up for you,
let me tell you why, I would die for you'
Light up the sky :: Yellowcard



'A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most,
Cause you are my heaven'
A drop in the ocean :: Ron Pope



'Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself'
Drops of Jupiter :: Train



'My reflection, In the window when I ride,
Could not save us, But I swear to God I tried,
Take a picture, Write a letter to my love,
I was almost honest, But I was almost honest'
Almost Honest :: Josh Kelly



'So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do'
Almost Lover :: A Fine Frenzy



She, She is the words that I can't find
How can the only thing that's killing me make me feel so alive
And I couldn't speak
I couldn't breathe to save my life
All of my chances swim like sinking ships
This time it's it
I'll drown or make her mine
For Liz (She) :: Parachute



The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath.
I'll be :: Edwin McCain



♥