If you didn't know, now you do:

And doing this is no good.
So stop worrying, don't fuss.
You'll be okay.
Keep calm
and carry on.

Really,

its for the best.
I promise.

:)

UGH.

i. freaking. hate. being. sick.





make me feel better? pwease and shank you.

Hmm..

For those of you who don't know I take a snowboarding class every thursday. It's through the college. And it's freaking awesome. I love it. Today was awesome. It was sunny, could've used a little powder. But ahhh I had so much fun. I went through the park on the box, over jumps, through the mini pipe, and carved through the super half pipe. It was so so so much fun. tehe. I hope everyone had a good thursday!

Because I diddd! By the way TGIF!
Now were on to friday!

I seriously cannot wait to see what this weekend has in store for me.
It'll most likely be:

-Freaking out that it's friday.
-Working friday..(lame) oh and saturday.
-Having sunday off! Superbowl!
-Hanging with friends!
-A trashy/classy birthday party (yes i will be dressing trashy) FOR ONCE. hah.
-Being happy.
-Oh and smiling a ton too. :)

Whoaaaaa!

God, please marry me.
haha. ;)

Holy Cow!

Today was so freaking lovely. The sun was shining, I had school, it went by quickly.
(That was probably the best part).
The sun was nice and warm, as it beat down on my face. I just sucked as much of it
in as I could. Because you know why! The sun hasn't been shining that much.
And as I drove home I took in everything. It was nice. You know when you
roll down the window and smell the air and the sun is beating down on your hair,
and then your hair gets nice and warm and you can feel it on your face.
Yeah, it was that kinda day.
I love those days.

And so when I got home, I took a sunny picture of myself. Because I felt like it.
So here it is:

Welp,

TODAYS THE DAY! not anymore. None what so ever. I refuse to be walked over. It's time for me to move on to bigger and better things. Todays the day that I block out the little pieces of my heart that feel like I must help you. I can't do it. You have to do it on your own. And you know what, I believe in you. I know you can do it. But I just can't be there any longer for you, for you to ruin my heart and make me feel sad or bad for you. You make your own decisions in life.




And right now my life decision isn't to flock to you.

Thank you.

& that's exactly what I'm doing.