Right now.

Right now, I'm kind of at a loss for words. I don't know exactly what I'd like to say. There's so much swirling around in my brain right now. I feel like before I go to bed every night I think about all things bothering me, all the situations I'm in, and each moment of my day.

But then...

I realize even if there are things bothering me, and the situations I'm in may be bad, and the moments in my day weren't to great.. I know that there are other people in the same world I live in, that have a billion things bothering them, and the situations they're in are unfortunate, and the moments in their day could be life threatening. Other people in the same world I live in hurt more than I do. Therefore I should be grateful for the things I have. And for every moment I take a breath of air.

I feel like people should be more optimistic about life. Taking in each and every moment in their day and accepting it and understand that many people in the same world that you live in may or may not have one last wish they'd like to fulfill in life, before the things like what's bothering them, the situations they're in, and the moments in their day actually disappear. It's really disheartening at times to think about these things, but in reality. No one's life is perfect.

My grandma died thirteen years ago today. I miss her more than ever. She was the only grandparent I remembered fully. I have no grandparents anymore. I miss them all. But I feel so privileged that I was able to meet some of them in my lifetime. And that they were able to provide me with the wonderful parents I have today.

I'm grateful for each moment in my life whether it's good or bad. Each moment in my life shapes me as a person and contributes to who I am. I know that in having a rough day, I'm able to overcome it. Jumping the hurdles in life is something I'm fairly good at, moving on, adapting to the changes made. It happens whether you like it or not. But each hurdle I jump in life and over come allows me to be grateful for the life I live and the people who've contributed to me.

I live a wonderful life, hopefully someday you'll be apart of it. ♥


We can only be said to be alive in those moments when our hearts are conscious of our treasures. ~Thornton Wilder